I'm a little confused; I don't know how and whether I should proceed.
Reality is you have many choices and open to temptation, and I have no idea of whether you have the slightest interest in me.
I am afraid to put all my feelings into a new relationship.
But i really wish that you are the right one and the one whom i can settle down with.
Is it infatuation ? I hope not.
On the other hand, I seriously want to draw a boundary between Hua and I. I will never like him and be with him. I don't wish to give him any false hope that he has a possibility getting me. That is not true and impossible.
He is not the least my cup of tea. It's just totally wrong. No way. I have to be honest.